;sigh:

yesterday had to be one of the most depressing days for me. I don't care if we got 3rd in state or if we were only 2pt. behind fremwick, still sucked butt because the individual sucked so bad, once again, have the proper equation, plug it in, and then, doesn't work, why? because I mess up while plugging it in, and then a whole load of other stupid crap
what do the coaches say? "oh, it's okay, we still got 3rd, you did well" >.< SCREW THAT?!rawrrrrrr...omg. worked so hard and I can't even get a stupid placing! and what did alan get? 1st! what'd did he do?! nothing, no studying! o.O I can't believe this! RAWR!!!!it should have been more like jake, in that the only things that  I didn't get were the ones I didn't answer, but now, just HAD to do something stupid and get four more questions wrong what the heck?! RAWRRRRRR
made me cry....=[

but congrats to sean and jake for getting1st and 5th for their test, and good luck to them at nationals for DECA. =]

hm... why won't this year end? I can't wait till everything is over...

you say you love me, do you truly, with all your heart?
will you ever deceive me, destroying the trust that I've built up for you?
how will things between us change, will you act differently?
what do you think about every day and night?
what will the future bring us....

hm.. spring break
what have I done so far?

<=Friday =>
practice at janicimos... dealing with our amazing shirts and whatnot

<=Saturday =>
Gandhi's party. pretty freaky driving with jigar, he got annoyed of us so he put on his headphones and what not, he seems really different from before, much more mature I suppose. So we sat around at the restaurant and listened to the DJ while we waited for the people to come, so yeah, out of... 70-100 people (I think?) only like.. 11 of us were from out school, yeah, and really there was only one white person, alyssa, and then six asian orientals, all the rest were indian.. crazy!
so we sat around for a while, then FINALLY we got started and had a couple of performances, and then we ran out and changed... did our little dance, SO embarassing. I didn't think it was that bad.. but all the intimidating indian grownups totally just like.. starred us down.. creepy, but we've no decided to do the senior lip-synch ROFL, we'll see how that goes XP
afterwardss at dinner at like.. 9 ish and then mon, hime, christy, and hanna had to leave because their parents wouldn't let them stay out until 1 am... though I still can't believe that christy's mom drove 50 min to pick them up.. and then take them home, unbelievable.
But janicimo, stacey, and I stayed, and we got our "groove" on keke, but yeah, crazy music, so up beat that even when we got tired.. we still kept dancing, it was like.. major calorie burning, don't know how the rest of them did it, it was like intense, though I wished they played music like that at like.. hc and tb and whatnot, I mean, that's what I call dance music, not the stupid stuff they usually play.. hm...

<=Sunday=>
had a nice day outside with jz, vince, matt, nabeel, and moonis, that was nice, weather was amazing, though totally prevented me from playing tennis....o.O

<=rest of the week=>
--tennis practice in the morning
--trip to chicago I think...
--dinner plans to brazza?
--aurora for some shopping then eye doctor appointment (unfortunately I'll have to miss the picnic)
--gino's eat pizza! yum ^-^
--some more days of freedom and playing outside to enjoy the weather.. hm..